Life

It isn't easy. There are unwanted moments, and times when things are out of your hands.

Yes, your existence and actions have a role in the making of your fate, but they aren't everything. There are countless other forces going in different directions. That's why you must accept what you can't control.

Don't be oversensitive or overthink. Life is a fucking bully so you should not be a softie. Be a leader and a genius. That doesn't mean you will always get your way, but you can protect your soul.

People preach and act upon their own beliefs. You have yours. Think right thoughts, follow your heart, and you are on the right track.

And yes, power is paramount. Power doesn't mean being the strongest force in the universe, because it is impossible. Power means doing the right thing at any moment. This comes back to the questions of what is right or wrong, and can you actually do it? At times, accepting is the most powerful thing you can do.

Victory Virus

A virus in your body has this special characteristic: it multiplies from one to trillions. If such quantity is of a positive quality, it is a powerful thing to have.

There are those who succeed, win, grow, blossom in any situations. They control their lives, destroy any obstacles in their path.

How do they do that?

They have the virus. It came into their mind in some occasion: being bullied as a kid, someone insulted them, someone inspired them, a loss, a trauma, an opportunity, a lesson learned, love, a desperate desire...

Yes, something special happened that ignited the fire, and gave birth to the virus. At first the virus was nothing, but it is a FREAK that doesn't care for shit except becoming more powerful.

Eating, growing, strengthening. Nothing gets in its way, an invincible monster.

The viruses have strategies and team work. They grow yet are united. Scary victory viruses.

HOW DO I GET THAT VIRUS?

Realize this: You have the most precious thing to protect: your life. You stand for it. That cause is your virus. No matter what path you choose, that path will be your life, and it's a natural process of fulfillment and perfection. You must grow in all aspects of life.

Help them, help you

I've always been the weird kid, still am because I'm too immature for my age. I'm similar to you in the university/ ambition part. I'm just confused af. Sometimes I thought I had it figured out, but life always had a way of proving me wrong.

Help people, and you'll realize how much you'll learn about yourself in the process.

God will take care of the universe

Emotional losses are hard to avoid. My freedom, rights, power, dignity, pride, ego, happiness... can be violated. Life will beat me at times. But it's not about not losing, it's about getting on with it.

They're wrong! They don't deserve to win! They're violating me! They're using me, taking from me! They get unfair advantages! They're not punished for their wrongdoings! They're shit with power! They're this, they're that...

I've finally realized that I'm hurt even more when I put my mind on others or unnecessary things, and keep comparing or judging. After all, I know I'm just TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THINGS! But it doesn't always work. What is right in the trolley dilemma, when after all it's just an inescapable murder?

Being right is overrated. Just move on. Whenever I feel that life is unfair, I remind myself: it's not about them, it's about ME. I pay more attention on ME. I care about ME. God will take care of the universe.

"Expeditions"

Every action of ours in life is like a train that takes us somewhere. Just hop on it and let it take you wherever it will.

Rid the illusion of control. You have choices, but they are limited. You have control, but it is not complete. You were born to do what you do and die, it is all fated.

Just hop on the train and let it take you places. You can't always choose anyway.